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This One's For Me

by Cee Lawrence

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jefflarocque27 Cee Lawrence will never disappoint if you catch one of her live shows. This debut EP is a solid foundation for what will be a long and successful career. She writes her own songs, and has endless creativity, ideas and energy to burn. Get a copy for yourself Canada... Favorite track: All You Do is Trouble.
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1.
I told my baby that I’m going out tonight He got all panicked, had this scared look in his eyes But he didn’t say nothing, nuh uh So I’ll keep on doing me I’m getting ready and he’s hovering nearby I can’t ignore it when he finally starts to sigh So I say, “Baby, spit it out, tell me just what’s on your mind?” And he says, “I can’t control you, babe And I don’t run your life But I don’t think that you remember what you do on those girls’ nights. You smash on up the bottles, scream at everyone we know You find yourself a streetlamp and turn it into a stripper pole, oh, oh Oh Honey, I can’t lie awake no more Cause when you’re on out with your girls All you do is trouble.” I put on lipstick, yeah I’m getting all dolled up Wearing my shortest skirt and bra with pushup cups And I feel sexy, oh yeah But he keeps killing my vibe When he says, “I can’t control you, babe And I don’t run your life But I don’t think that you remember what you do on those girls’ nights. You rip on out the screen door, and cut down the neighbour’s tree Then you swam naked in their pool and now they still won’t talk to me, oh, oh Oh Honey, I can’t bail you out no more Cause when you’re on out with your girls All you do is trouble.” Well, I’m having second thoughts. And I got no defense Worst of all, I realize, he’s starting to make sense. And I say, “I don’t wanna admit it, babe But you just might be right Sometimes it gets real hazy when I think of those girls’ nights. I might’ve been arrested once, smashed up an SUV I punched a bouncer in the face, oh god it’s coming back to me, oh, oh Oh Honey, but I’m still gonna go. Yeah, cause I like being with my girls. And causing trouble.”
2.
I woke this morning with the greatest hangover not from the booze, but from emotion and anger I got all worked up last night and I lashed out I know it’s not the way that I should be acting I’m much too old to lose my grip on reactions But something takes a hold of me and I let it Sometimes I wanna act real bad roll my eyes and be a big brat get hopped up on just being mad throw away the best thing I have Sometimes I wanna act real rude and keep on picking the same fight with you Back and forth and back and forth when what I really mean is that I’m sorry I will admit that I am kind of a hot mess You must admit that, way deep down, you do like it You’re the yin to my yang and you straighten me out But it’s like you’re loving two different people: one’s sane and logical and one is pure evil I do try to keep that side in, but she pops out Well, sometimes I wanna act real bad roll my eyes and be a big brat get hopped up on just being mad throw away the best thing I have Sometimes I wanna act real rude and keep on picking the same fight with you Back and forth and back and forth when what I really mean is that I’m sorry And only a strong man could keep up with me And only a saint could keep loving me Don’t you see? I’m saying that I love you, I’m crazy, just don’t leave me, baby I love you, I’m crazy, just don’t leave me, baby I love you, I’m crazy, just don’t leave me, baby Even though Oh! sometimes I wanna act real bad roll my eyes and be a big brat get hopped up on just being mad throw away the best thing I have Sometimes I wanna act real rude and keep on picking the same fight with you But, baby, baby, I love you, I’m crazy, and I’m sorry Baby, I am sorry. I love you, and I’m sorry
3.
Don’t talk to me, don’t look at me, don’t even breathe, don’t do anything You don’t wanna know me right now You better walk away, better leave today, ain’t safe to stay, nothing you can say And you don’t wanna know me right now Cause I got this demon that’s been lurking inside and it’s feeling like that time she comes alive I got the devil in me, whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh I got the devil in me, whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh You better run, you better hide, no other way to make it alive Ain’t no body safe now, ’til I’m exorcised Well I wanna scream, I wanna yell, I’m close to tears, then mad as hell and you don’t wanna know me right now I got no control for the way I act, it’s like my body’s under attack and you don’t wanna know me right now Well, I’m just a slave and I don’t wanna be, but you can’t control biology I got the devil in me, whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh I got the devil in me, whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh You better run, you better hide, no other way to make it alive Ain’t no body safe now, And when you try to calm me down, it makes me more angry So wait it out, until I’m released I’m telling you now that you just can’t win The cycle always starts up again, yeah yeah yeah yeah I got the devil in me, I got the devil in me, I got the devil in me, oh, oh You better run, you better hide, no other way to make it alive Ain’t nobody safe now, Cause I got the devil in me, whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh I got the devil in me, whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh I got the devil in me, whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh Ain’t nobody safe now til I’m exorcized
4.
I don’t wanna write a love song, ’cause I don’t like how it feels I’m scared that I’m just cheapening Something that is real But I’ll try How do I put into words what I feel every second of the day? All of the moments Heartbeats adding up in a million ways But I won’t deny there’s times you annoy the hell out of me when the seat’s still up, when you leave a mess when you wanna control the TV See, I’m getting this all wrong already But please be patient with me baby , cuz I don’t wanna write a love song, I don’t like how it feels I’m scared that I’m just cheapening Something that is real I don’t wanna write the words down and reveal what’s in my heart But I know that you’ve been wondering So maybe this is a start, and I’ll try How many times have I wrote about my broken heart? And dig up the memories of a bunch of guys I can’t tell apart But all of those songs were hollow compared to you and me When we dance in the kitchen, we talk all night, and we laugh together and tease So , at the risk of sounding cheesy, this song’ s for you and always will be but, I don’t wanna write a love song, I don’t like how it feels I’m scared that I’m just cheapening Something that is real I don’t wanna write the words down and reveal what’s in my heart But I know that you’ve been wondering, so maybe this is a start But my tongue gets tangled up and I don’t know what to say Some might think I’m indifferent, but I could never feel that way Emotion inside’s just too strong, for passing mention in a song, But you know that I’ve loved you all along And that’s why I don’t wanna write a love song, ’cause I don’t like how it feels I’m scared that I’m just cheapening Something that is real I don’t wanna write the words down and reveal what’s in my heart But I know that you’ve been wondering , so maybe this is a start and I’ll try. Oh I will try. For you, I have tried.
5.
Just one night out, out on my own and it’s gonna be the finest time that I have ever known Planned my escape to a hotel suite Cause I really want some time alone and space where I can breathe Checking in solo, and it’s just what I need yes, I’m checking in solo, not what I thought it would be cause I can’t sleep without your head lying next to me Been counting sheep, but I still can’t find no peace I always think that I’ll be happy, when I’m on my own But I keep forgetting, a hotel room ain’t a home But I’ll do this right, now that I’m here And I’ll stay up late and sleep all day, make real life disappear Lie in bed, with a bottle of wine Watch trash TV, steal toiletries, and have myself a time Checking in solo, and it’s all about me yes, I’m checking in solo, but it’s cold and I’m lonely cause I can’t sleep without your head lying next to me Been counting sheep, but I still can’t find no peace I always think that I’ll be happy, when I’m on my own But I keep forgetting, a hotel room ain’t a home So I’ll pack my bags, collect my things and make my way back home Oh and it don’t matter where I go, the one truth that I know Is that I can’t sleep No, I can’t sleep Oh, and I cannot sleep without your head lying next to me Been counting sheep, but I still can’t find no peace I always think that I’ll be happy, when I’m on my own But I keep forgetting, Oh, I keep forgetting, a hotel room ain’t a home

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Big voice. Big smile. Funny country songs. Cee Lawrence spent 15 years as the frontwoman for a rock n roll band. In her debut EP, Cee returns to her country singer roots with a collection of stories about her life. Covering everything from fighting with a spouse, to a mom's staycation, to PMS, Cee gives you playful lyrics and powerful vocals.

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released November 3, 2019

All songs written and performed by Cee Lawrence

Arranged, engineered, and produced by Steve Foley at Audio Valley Recording Studios

Mastered by Jay Fee

Lead guitar by Anders Drerup

Keys by Jeff Rogers

Backup vocals on “Devil” by Iconoclast

All other instruments by Steve Foley

Photography by Sean Sisk with makeup by Corey J. Stone

Artwork, layout, and design by Robb Johannes

Thank you to Robb, Anders, Sean, and Corey -- you've all been such a big part of my musical journey; to Steve -- I'm so grateful to you for making this dream come true; and to Dave – I love you, I’m crazy, and I will always try.

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Cee Lawrence is a Canadian singer-songwriter who writes funny songs about her life.

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